Early morning laying in bed not sleeping kind of thoughts this morning that the actual birthing process has been kind of a black box in my thoughts. We go into the room pregnant and come out with a baby. I mean, yeah, I've done the reading. And watched the videos. But I've kind of avoided thinking about it, mostly because I know it will involve Christie being in pain, and that's sort of my kryptonite.
I'm wondering, now that it's looming closer, if I should have spent a bit more time thinking about it so it wouldn't be quite so scary, and so I'd have a bit of an easier time staying in the moment while it's going on.
Oh well. Too late now.